Reasons I had and never realized

          Till now I've been worrying that I'v got no reason to live. But last 10 days taught me that there was much that I was just ignoring all this time.

          It all started when I lost my headphone. It was one which my husband gave me and was of excellent quality. I just can't figure out where I tossed it and I'm someone who never misplaces things. (my things especially). So now I can't peacefully enjoy one of the biggest blessings that I ignored until now - music.

          Then my father-in-law, who had always been of great support to me during my tumultuous journey of IF had an injury in his knee from falling down. Now he's bedridden and it pains me a lot.

          Then my laptop brokedown and that means I can't make any contact with any of my friends in my blog. I can't look up patterns for needlework and generally not distract myself. So now I'm using my office computer and while writing this post, every second I've to turn around and check if anyone is standing behind me and watching what I'm doing. Total lack of privacy :(

          Then my husband had to leave home for 3 days on an official tour.

          Now I'm suffering from a nasty cold.

         I'm wondering why I didn't realize that I had music, love and care, a hobby to indulge in and impeccable health (apart from dysfunctional ovaries) until I lost them one by one. I guess it must be the way of some external power to make me learn these things.

          Now, eventhough the only thing that is left to happen is AF which is due to happen next week, I feel I should've been happy for these things. But I've one new thing to be happy about and that is a new friend I made - nima at Made to treasure. Thanks Nima for your helping hand and beautiful patterns.